Dead End
There's a fucking suitcase sitting on the floor in my room. That is how close I am to being kicked out of here. I've said no contact, but they won't take it. So now the story is I have a problem and I am not admitting it?! They want me to admit it?! And then what?! Kick me out all the same?!
(I was this close to admitting it....I would really like to see what they would do. And if they already think I am guilty....what diffference does it make.)
And yes...I really love sitting here 24/7 staring into space. What the fuck can I do?! I cannot go anywhere. I cannot use the fucking computer to do work. What do they want me to do?! Go downstairs and watch TV with them....and wait for someone to throw more stuff at me?!
A, B, C, D, E.......it's all the same. I've said what I need to say. I've done what I need to do. I am not being given a way out. The only way out....is out of this fucking house.
Do they think I am purposely doing this to piss them off or something?!
Is it my fault that I have feelings for someone?!
(I was this close to admitting it....I would really like to see what they would do. And if they already think I am guilty....what diffference does it make.)
And yes...I really love sitting here 24/7 staring into space. What the fuck can I do?! I cannot go anywhere. I cannot use the fucking computer to do work. What do they want me to do?! Go downstairs and watch TV with them....and wait for someone to throw more stuff at me?!
A, B, C, D, E.......it's all the same. I've said what I need to say. I've done what I need to do. I am not being given a way out. The only way out....is out of this fucking house.
Do they think I am purposely doing this to piss them off or something?!
Is it my fault that I have feelings for someone?!
posted by NN at 11:52 pm
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No hastiness, no stupidity, no impulsiveness.
Remember, path of least resistance.
The least one does, the least damage.
Preventation is better than cure.
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