Stop

Why is it that everything always falls apart on me at the same time? Why is it that I always end up with less than I started with? Why is it that everything I do is meaningless to everyone?

Don't tell me you care. I don't know how to believe that anymore. And I don't know if I can stand being crushed once more.

Why can't I just ignore it all and shut you all out?

I hate myself for caring. I hate myself for crying.