Wednesday, February 14, 2007

THE END

Thank you for being there for the last two years. Thank you for putting up with me. Thank you for all the wonderful memories. You've changed my life in so many ways, and I know that I would never regret having you here. Thank you for letting me know what it feels like to be loved.

I'm sorry. I was never there when you needed me. I could never do anything for you. I've given you nothing but trouble. And I've hurt you more than anyone else. If there's anyone you don't need in your life, it would be me.

I know. You don't want to hear any of this, because it has all been said way too many times. It is all meaningless if I cannot make it better. But I'm afraid I don't know how to do any more than this.

You once asked me what I would do if you decided to leave. I had said that I would try to make you stay, because it means a lot to me to have you here. But as much as I want to, I don't think I have the right to ask you for anything, and I don't think I have anything to give that would give you a reason to stay. And perhaps most importantly, I've lost the privilege to be a part of your life.

All the best, my dear friend.

[.........]......if you will still allow me to say it, if it still has some meaning, if you are still listening......


I don't have a reason to write anymore.
And this place no longer has a purpose.

THE END.

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