Did You Know?

I've always been amazed by the way you can read my mind. Somehow, you just seem to be able to see through me. And even when you can't, you have this way of convincing me to tell you everything. I might be stubborn at first, but in the end, you've always got me trying to put things into words for you. I don't know why I always give in to you. But I know that no one else in this world has ever been able to make me do that.

Every now and then, there are moments when I wonder if you really knew what I was thinking. Perhaps I hoped you did, because they are often things that I wish you knew, but could never build up the courage to do or say. And every time, after the fact, I would regret it and tell myself to be a little braver the next time.

Did you know......?......all those 'stupid', little things......?

But I guess it doesn't matter anymore.

You will never know.
Perhaps you don't even want to know.

And there will never be a next time.